Sure, it'll be hard for me to write other than my mother tongue. But, I've got to.
You, my reader maybe won't understand me but if I had wanted to be understood, I wouldn't have tried so much.
Life is surprising as I said on the blog title. Some words and feelings looking so far from you may come to your side just in seconds.
Dear reader, these are the words of a person looking for some kind of relief.
Writing has always been a way of salvation for me. Words are my saviour.
Just a week ago, I learned my father has cancer.
Please, don't think it's just so easy for me to write about it. The reason I'm writing about it is just to make this situation normal.
If I talk about it more, it may be just a normal activity of life and an element of everyday speech.
If I express my feelings here, maybe I'll have a chance of survival for soul. Otherwise, it'll be so tough. And, crying all the time doesn't help me anymore.
I hope we all get over this.
I believe my father will be one of those winners.
I have to be a supporter for my dad, mum and brother and of course my own life support unit, my husband.
Please God help us !
